HaizZz....

Damn....

there are so many things that make me worry...

aikss....

spm...

now only left 20+ days...

but i'm not well prepared yet...

now i have to fight against time that left ad....

sob....

if cant score well then how to let my beloved have a better life next time....

ish...

cig, i should stop let u control me n my life already...

cause i found out if anything happen to me...

there is someone who care me wil sad de....

"herm!! stupid ah jiang....

you must stop smokin already...."

Haijo...

Aikss....

now a days...

my girlfriend moody....

think so is her ex again disturb her...

ish...

"bryan...

everyone had they own life to go...

things already pass so just leave your hand...

and start your happy own life there... ok??

i does not have a good temp...

hope you will know and stop disturbing her from now onwards..."

ohya mandy....

"Mandy ark mandy....

can let me settle up everything for you ma...

pls...

no matter what also i will be with you and trust you de...

trust me and let me do things for you before my light turn off ok???"

CrAZY.....

See what i use to eat my roti canai...
hehehe...

Aikss....
I'm crazy that day...
i bought roti canai back home....
and once finish prepared my lunch...
i only realise I'm holding a pair chopstick n a spoon nia...
ish...
lucky thing mandy lee was not around that time....
hehehe...
cause maybe she will laugh like hell...
if then sure that will be my most paiseh day for my life lo...

YuMmY...

mInI sIzE J.co DoNuTs....

BiGgEr sIzE J.co DoNuT...

hehehe...

J.co DoNuT...

yummy...

that day my brother bought those donuts back for me...

hehehe...

think so he know that i love their donuts...

aikss...

the problem is...

which one i should eat 1st le??

NeRvOuS...!!

ish...

i saw a message when i woke up..

the message is from mandy lee at 6something...

and the message was...

"morning ah jiang..

when u free rmb to study oo..

almost got 1month nie.."

aikss...

spm will around 1month nia...

i feel so scare n nervous ad lo...

cos if spm tomorrow...

i can sure non of one subject i can score well lo...

i not yet well prepared le...

haiz...

later having a study group in my house...

hope that i can make myself study hard...

SoRrY.....

haizZz...

now a days...

i can feel my lungs not functioning well...

cant breathe and will pain sometimes...

my mandy is the most worry thing for me if my light turn off ...

ohya mandy...

"if my light turn off anytime...

then remember what you promise me ok??

remember that you promise me be4 u will happy back between 1month...

and find a better guy after 3month...

samo that guy must love you more than you love him geh...

and make sure you will happy always together with him...

ok?"

Damn...

ish...

suddenly deleted my all post...

haiz...

i will retype what i still remember from older post nia...