CoMe BaK 2 My RoOM~

2day..

so many things happen...

morning..

wake up...

de 1st things i do after open my eyes is look at my phone...

i tot my phone wil have a message there...

but no...

no message or cal..

haiz..

i cal her...

but wake her up tat time...

im so sorry 2 do tat...

i asked her out 2 teman me..

she rejected me...

she said tat dun wan hurt me ad...

she oso said tat is de best of 4 me..

haiz..

i guess she reali dono wat i hope...

nvm...

she samo say tat these few days...

she learn a new thing...

de thing tat she learn is..

haiz...

she said tat she just onli noe tat ppl wen loose something onli wil appreciate...

she said til like tat...

aikss..

i din until now onli appreciate her..

but i owis do..

reali...

cos...

maybe i show her less last time ad..

everytime n day wen i hav my break...

de 1st thing i wil think de is her... 

i were owis excited 2 have lunch or dinner v her...

i guess she dono all tat...

i tot not showin her all tat cos she wil un tat...

but i fail...

haiz...

i reali a failure...

im not a good bf i noe...

but im learnin....

i guess i no more chance 2 learn tat ad....

aikss...

afternoon 2day..

i wen 2 servis my laptop...

it kinda got virus ad...

bring it 2 a shop 2 servis...

everything cost 80bucks v a port...

nah...

nvm...

money not reali important 4 me ad...

den i went 2 accesory shop...

repair my car...

nite time..

i wen 2 my mum's fren house there..

celebrate a baby gal enof 1month...

she grow so much..

i feel tat...

her size kinda small...

maybe tat is normally a baby size...

or maybe she wil b a small Q size like her mum...

she is so Q wen she sleepin...

hope 2 have de chance 2...

i dono i wil hav tat time anot...

but wish i hav it...

i dono y.....

i wil give watever i can 2 my gf...

2 ppl tat i love...

i can hear wat her wanna tel owis...

i can lend her my shoulder wen she nid...

wen she sad or not feelin wel...

i oso dun mind wastin time on her...

i dun mind 2 use all de money on her...

but i just wanna her 2 listen 2 me wen im not happy..

understand me wen things go wrong...

b v me til old...

mayb durin tat wil owis not happy..

but i dun mind...

i stil wil hold her hand til de day i die...

isn't it hard 4 2 do tat 4 me??

haiz...

maybe i reali bad til not worth 4 a good gal 2 do it 4 me..

haiz...