GiviN Up~

haiz...
my body n heart day by day gettin weaker...
i guess im going 2 give up everything...
im going 2 give up my life n my love...
cos 2day..
i went 2 c a doctor...
doctor said if in 3 days time..
i stil ill...
den i got dengue ad...
my life oso i cant control nicely...
how m i suppose 2 hav the rite 2 chase my beloved again...
how m i suppose 2 take good care of her again?
haiz...
de onli things tat i most worried is her...
i sked if i leave ad...
den no1 wil protect her owis...
n i oso sked tat she wil let ppl hurt or cheat...
"juh...
im so sorry tat i hurt u so much...
i reali noe wat i did was wrong last time..
if im going 2 another place..
den i hope tat u wil be happy owis n get a guy tat u love...
i noe tat u can find a guy tat treat u beta den me de...
juh...
if u wan u can 4get bout me de...
wen u get into trouble...
den find some1 2 help k...
if u feel like tellin some1 ur heart's problem..
u can look at de moon n tel de..
i hope tat i can hear from far away...
juh...
i wil owis remember bout u de...
u r de 1 who i love most in my life...
i wil bless n wish u all de time de...
remember 2 bcareful n b happy owis k...
i love u juh.."