JiAnG~

haiz..
actuali my wound is still painin now de..
i just dun wanna her 2 worried bout me while she hang out v her fren..
i dun wanna her 2 think bout anything of me wen she can enjoy....
cos i noe tat i make her feel sad n guilty so much these days...
i just onli hope tat she wil more happy now...
i noe tat if she think of me while hang out v her frens, she cant 100% enjoy de...
tat y i din reply her or find her ad...
juh..
actually im veri selfish de...
yesterday...
i din slep well...
tat y so late wake up...
i wake up oso bcos of my wound is painin tat time..
juh..
yesterday nite..
i dream bout u again..
haiz...
i dream bout u leavin me like tis til de day i died...
im so scared...
haiz....
i not onli hope tat u will happy owis..
but i oso wan u 2 come bak 2 me de...
i noe tat wil makes u feel sad n think of last time how i hurt u if u come bak 2 me...
but i reali wont do it anymore de...
i just wanna u b happy owis..
i wil respect ur decision de...
but i wil owis b there 4 u til i die de...